I LOST MYSELF
WAS WHEN I WON YOU..
NOW AM WALKING THROUGH THE LONELY LANE,
HOLDING ON TO THE UNKNOWN PAIN…
Refugee in my own heart,
An alien to my soul,
Walking in the dark night,
Am all alone…
Lonely nights, lonely dreams,
A comrade’s missing,
to walk a few steps with me…
Faced with the eyes that deceive,
Searching for the trust never received,
Fighting for the survival of one’s being,
Rebelling for the freedom that’s been unseen…
No more tears to shed,
The pain’s gone,
Numb emotions a grim reminder of the shattered soul.
Breached the wall held up so strong..
The guardian the traitor,
The blame’s all own..
It doesn’t matter who started first,
But who reached the end faster.
It doesn’t matter how many blows one took,
But who was the last one standing.